December 2008
33 posts
the new year is making me work
As I read my blogs in Google Reader, I find that many people do this “Year in Review” thing, where they go though the year, linking to past blog posts. I’ve spent the last 5 minutes trying to decide if it’s worth it or not. I guess I don’t have much else to do (until my mom kicks me off my computer for wasting too much time I suppose).
January
January was a slow...
cryptic
Thoughts, carry on. Looks, glances exchanged.
Is it nothing? Or was there something? I wonder, though the night. Thoughts of sleep vanish.
Thinking, wondering, wishing. Oh, the wishes! But knowing, it will never be.
Feelings, raw now. Wondering, how is it supposed to be?
Like this? Unprobable. Change must take place. Somewhere, somehow.
Thoughts, carry on.
hmmm
I almost want to be cryptic, just because I have something to be cryptic about.
I spent all morning on the computer. On the Internet. Basically what I did at school. Except my mom was there to see. And she definitely disapproves. So, this afternoon I went down to BYU and looked at job listings. Because I have to get another job. Sadness. So, I found 2. I need your ideas - which one should I apply...
random thoughts
I was going to post this last night. Then my internet wasn’t working. So I decided to type it anyway. Because I haven’t posted in a couple of days (though it seems longer). I really might be addicted to the internet, because I seem to be getting on every day, even Christmas. Whoops.
I’m not even sure what I was going to blog about. My head hurts. And I don’t really eat anymore. Maybe I have what...
stealing isn't always bad
So yes, I stole this from someone. But, I do that all the time with my blog anyway…
1. Have you had any relationships this year?
not really.
2. Have you had your birthday yet?
yep. but my party isn’t until next year. sometime.
3. Cried yet?
yeah.
4. Been on a diet?
nope
5. Pulled an all nighter?
not this year, that I remember. but maybe?
6. Drank Starbucks?
sort of. it was from...
friday. happy boxing day!
1. I must see the world before I die.
2. You can’t stop me.
3. I wish I never had to buy toiletries again -meh!
4. College has helped me change my life (for the good or bad, you decide)
5. I know the song Silent Night by heart.
6. If I weren’t so afraid, I would be more outgoing.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to going back to work, tomorrow my...
my blog as a journal
I was looking at my stats for my blog yesterday, and was a little amazed that I’ve posted more than 150 times here. In passing, I mentioned this fact to my mom, who just turned around and said “How many times have you written in your journal?”
This bothered me for a bit. But then I really started thinking about it. I have written in my journal, there’s no doubt about it....
giveaway
No, I’m not doing another give away (actually, I still owe someone cookies. whoops)
But, someone else is. And I want to win.
Meme
1. What is a nickname a former (or present) lover gave you?
I haven’t had any lovers…
2. How do you style your hair? If you just would say “cut” what style is it?
Usually, when I’m feeling lazy, I just do a pony tail. If I feel classy I let it down. I don’t know what cut or style it is…
3. What’s your least favorite Christmas song?
Least favorite? That “Santa...
thoughts
I’m crazy. I must be.
There are too many things that point in that direction.
Too many decisions that make no sense.
I don’t get it. Not really.
Maybe one day my life will make sense.
Until then, I will just enjoy my insanity!
my christmas tree
quotes and thoughts
“Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can’t lose”
“Though success is a lousy teacher, failure is unacceptable”
My dad gave me these quotes a couple of days ago. I really like the message, mainly because I see it in my own life, at least in regard to something I have a big problem with: procrastination.
Yet I do it. I put off things...
*sigh*
“I love you like a plate”
something funny
I’m really trying to come up with something. Really.
Maybe it’s the finals, sicking all of my creativity?
Maybe it’s the 5 hours of sleep I’ve been getting?
I think I’ll blame the snow. It’s everywhere. All over the U.S. at least. Houston, New Orleans, Las Vegas. They’ve all had snow. My mom is stuck in Las Vegas because of the snow. No one can get in...
the internet
I went up to campus today to study and take a final.
I decided to settle down in the Terrace, a large room in the Student Center where students can go to eat, hang out, and possibly study. I knew it wouldn’t be as quite as the Library, but that suited me just fine. After all, part of being a student is being a part of the social side of life, right?
As soon as I sat down, I did what I...
my extra reading day (and thoughts on Christmas)
I am feeling better! I might still need a tissue box nearby, and a glass of orange juice on the table, but I’m up! And dressed!
I’ve declared this to be my extra reading day, since I sort of lost one, last week. And, I don’t have any scheduled finals, so I can just sleep in, and lounge around, thinking about doing homework.
But, even though I only got about 5 hours of sleep...
it's friday again!
1. Friends keep me from going over the edge.
2. Bad health; it’s what’s cool right now!
3. I’m ready for bed.
4. Fresh cut grass and rain are two of my favorite perfumes or smells.
5. The oldest ornament I have is none, I don’t think I own any ornaments…
6. Take some books, internet, friends and good music, mix it all together and you have a happy me.
7. And as...
multi-langual
So, Nanti-Sarrmm and I were having a nice little chat today. See, I was trying to study for my Welsh final, but I kept getting distracted (as I am wont to do). So, instead, I decided to start talking to Nanti in Welsh, and he started speaking to me in Spanish. At first, I didn’t bother trying to translate what he was saying, but after a while I did. And this is what our conversation looked...
it's alive!
So, I’m not dead. yet.
I survived my final. My concert, classes, and lab all went well.
I’m hanging in there. Except I’m most definitely sick. My body cries for sleep, and I cannot give it to it, no matter how much I want to. Except, I am sleeping in tomorrow. Hee hee hee.
In trying to look on the bright side, I have decided that I will just try my best, and if I have to, I...
I might die this week.
I have an unexpected final in less than an hour, a choir performance tomorrow, another final on thursday, all while being sick. And being apathetic. And needing to study. And needing to clean the house. And needing to go shopping. And needing to do laundry. And needing to sleep. And needing to eat. And….
