So, my last few posts haven’t really said anything about my mood. So, to those who are wondering: I’m actually doing pretty good! I’m pretty surprised. I went in and talked to a therapist last week (not my normal one, he was out of town) and she said some things that have actually brought me peace. Right now I have two main problems: One: I feel numb to my emotions. I...
why I shouldn't go hiking
So you all know about my heart condition, right? RIGHT? (if not, look here) So I was hiking up to Timpanogos Cave when I found this warning: Whoops.
i’m still alive. i know, i’m shocked, too. my sisters went home. the house is empty. mostly. last week was hard. but amazingly, thursday i woke up happy. friday, saturday, most of sunday were good too. i thought ‘hey, my medication finally kicked in!’ alas, it is not to be. i crashed back down. hard. after actually thinking life is worth living, coming back to this,...